This weekend has been a very emotional one - just because of hormones and feeling overwhelmed by all that is going to happen very soon. It is hard, my brain just isn't settling. I know that I will be fine as a mum and that everything will be a learning curve and we will do things our way, but there are a lot of doubts that are going through my mind too. I feel that 2 days just isn't long enough to feel ready. I know that I will probably never feel fully prepared but I just feel that there is lots more to do. Each time I walk into Bubble's room I seem to see something else that needs to be washed or bought. Thank goodness Jens is going to come around to do a lesson on how to use the nappies because yesterday was so confusing trying to work them all out.
Anyway, all will be good. On Friday night I went to my last Swans game for the season. I am sad too about that. I really enjoy going to the afl. I enjoy hanging out with Dad, Jens and James. I enjoy watching the game live - being able to see the whole ground, rather than the different camera angles. I enjoy the atmosphere at the game too. But it is for a good reason that I won't be going. I just hope that whoever takes my ticket helps the swans win :-p
So 2 more days until I get induced. Crazy! I have just written a list for my hospital bag. I should get going and start to pack it too. Mind settle down please.
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